The Lesson Cycle

I am so bored right now….UUUUGGGGHHHH!!!

And out of this boredom, I checked my myspace page and what do I see but a “friend” request from someone I’d much rather keep in my past. I’m like, dude, I don’t even want to be your friend b/c we’re going to go through the same bs role play we did like what, SIX years ago?!?!

I thought I had emotional problems, but this guy takes the cake! LOL

But, you know, maybe I’m being harsh and judgmental b/c there is a possibility that things have changed. I feel obligated to “be nice” and accept the request, but that’s not what I want to do. What I DO want to do, though, is clear the air and get some things off my chest that have been there for a while where it concerns this person. I’m still angry with him (and myself) for reasons I don’t care to disclose, and I’m at Realization’s Doorstep…

…And I see that I just need to deal with my anger and angst toward this person so that I can move forward.

Has anyone else ever felt this way? If so, how’d you deal with it?